Autobiography improved

Hi, my name is Evangelina Hernández G., but I prefer to be called Eva. I was born on June 20 in 1992 in Queretaro, Mexico. 

I am the first of my sister and I, and my family is not too big, we were my dad, my mom, my sister who is 4 years younger than me, and I.

During the first years of my childhood every person who saw me, thought I was a vivacious⁽¹⁾ girl, always talking to everybody, it didn't matter I didn't know them, but as time went by I started to lose that characteristic and I'll tell you why.

I started going to a childcare when I was 2 years old, to a place named "Ábaco", which still exists. I stayed there also at the kinder garden and at the age of 6, I left the school to go to elementary school at Anglo Mexicano were I spent 7 years of my life. 

During my elementary school, in 2002 my family and I received really bad news, my father's dad died. After 2 weeks of my grandfather's death, my dad started to have strange symptoms and the search of the disease started, bad diagnosis started to came up, the first one was cancer and I remember my mom's face, she was troubled⁽²⁾ and sad, when I asked her what happened she immediately started to cry, months after doctors gave us the last result, his disease was multiple sclerosis.

In 2005 I had a change in my life going to Colegio México Nuevo where I studied the last 2 years of junior high school. In 2007, I had my fifteen birthday party, but 2 months after, I had a sad event, when I received news of my parent's divorce. 

After finishing my junior high school, I decided to change to another school named UCO "Universidad Contemporánea". During my studies in this school, I had very good but also horrible experiences.

My dad was having a lot of health problems, at the beginning of his disease, he couldn't drive because of his symptoms, but as time went by, he started using cane, then a walker and at the end a wheelchair. 

Having this problem wasn't easy to handle, because he had walking difficulties and then was difficult for him to talk, even breath. 

After almost 8 years fighting with multiple sclerosis, he passed away in January 25 of 2010 which was the worst situation where I have been involved. I can remember that day as if it had happened yesterday, I was hesitant⁽³⁾ at the moment when I had to go to see my dad's room, where he had a sedate⁽⁴⁾ face, he seemed to be sleeping and resting.

Having this situation, I had learnt many things and my way of thinking changed completely without stop being me and without losing my essence, even though at the first months the jolly⁽⁵⁾ Eva was lost, I was like a zombie, it was too hard and difficult to accept that terrible event. I had a stage of my life where I was loner⁽⁶⁾, I didn't want to go out with nobody, I just wanted to stay at home looking some pictures, but at the end that was worst because I was suffering more remembering the past.

At this moment I am living day by day forgetting about the future, the only moment we have is TODAY, and instead of suffering about past experiences, I am remembering my dad as a placid⁽⁷⁾ man that is having a great life and who is taking care of me.

A very important person in my life is my sister, sometimes she can be grieving⁽⁸⁾ as I can be too, but the good part is that she is always there for me, I can describe her as witty⁽⁹⁾ because she can always make you laugh because of her way of saying things, you can be in an uncomfortable situation but with a simple word, she makes stress go away.

I can't forget telling something about my mom, who can be weary(¹⁰⁾ because of all her job but she does everything she can to give us the best, now I can see how difficult is for her being alone with 2 girls and working, paying bills, and giving us the best. Even thought sometimes she seems to be wicked⁽¹¹⁾, I know that everything she does is for our welfare, and I love her for that!

I am actually studying at EBC where I feel homely⁽¹²⁾ because I am having a big support from my family and also from a big angel I call my dad. I have made great relationships, I have found excellent friends who I can trust and count on them.

Sometimes I wake up felling bewildered⁽¹³⁾ because I don't know if what I have done is what I really want, if I am in the correct degree program, if I am a good daughter and sister, but I think that everything happens for a reason and I am prepared to live whatever I need to learn something for good.

In the future, I imagine myself having a beautiful family with kids and a alluring⁽¹⁴⁾ housband of course, but before having this plan done, I want to travel all around the world and discover myself because is something I am missing. 

I don't want to have a dull⁽¹⁵⁾ life, I want to enjoy it, to laugh, to be fearless⁽¹⁶⁾ to show me as I am, to sing outloud without worrying about people's opinion, to be zestful⁽¹⁷⁾ for others, to make them laugh and to teach them what I've learnt. I can imagine me hosting a TV program where I would sing, act, interview, and the most important thing, where I will BE ME!

:)